downhill

Do you know that its almost 7am and I haven't been to sleep yet. I'm not blaming drugs. I'm blaming homework. I think I just gave up trying to get a descent amount winks. I think if I stay up until a reasonable time to go to bed my cycle will resume.

The next few weeks are going to be crazy! And I want the new iphone so bad! Voice Command, its nuts!

I'll be waiting all day.

I swear my sleeping pattern is that of a vampire. Not one of the new trendy movie vampires. I think RobertPatterson isn't that attractive. I never got into the Twilight frenzy, I usually tend to avoid media sensationalized saga series, even Harry-whatshis name and Lord of the Rings. But I did see Titanic four times and cryed! I wouldn't lie about that.

Hmmm. Drama at home, not even drama. Just miscommunications and understandings I think. It seems everytime I leave home everyone drifts apart or some other bullshit reason. I feel like the glue in my social life in Thunder Bay.

My schooling is kind of up in the air right now. For financial reasons and academic. I won't get any money for and undisclosed time period. I may even have to get a part time job, or quit school. I doubt I could ever move back home. I could not stand it. Plus Ester is occupying my room. My mother is fond of taking in our troubled friends. I joked with her about being a half-way house.

I have a headache and tonnes of homework this weekend. No booze. Just some green from Diago Sanchez. What a name and a character.

Natashas coming here soon, I barely have any money. I love how I can always count on my mom. I don't know if its a good things or if its hindering me.

Pride, then Thunder Bay for 6 days. At least I'll get to see Joanne for 2 days.

that yes! yes! yes!

I finished a book! I never finish books. I am rather proud of myself. And the book was actually really good. I think it's safe to say I turned over a new leaf.

More books and more leaf turning. :)
I'm evolving as a person. I love it.

I witnessed a good acoustic performance this weekend as well as some fantastic Brazilian songs at Vita. I also dined at Ferro and enjoyed some unforgettable spaghetti!

I'm keeping my eyes peeled for Westjet seat sales.

My fullbleed order came in! Now I'm waiting on my Matt&Nat bag to get here already![thankskim!]

unda pressure

I think I am on academic probation and I am not off to a good start this semester! Ahhhh. I hope they don't give me the boot if I fuck up. Then what?

dateup!

Interesting weekend.
Met a random Craigslist person because we were desperate for some green. It wasn't sketchy at all. Thankfully, it turned out okay and the weed was good. And they needed the money, for a text book. Ironic.
Julie led me through her neighborhood and we sat on a bridge and smoked a few.

It makes me think of Edmonton and how much I miss it there.
I had a dream that the Terminator was after me because I had pictures of him in robot form.

Speaking of dreams, I've been having the most strange dreams in a long time, involving snakes, killer robots, terrorists, pizza, abandonment. Odd. I wonder what they all mean. I even had a dream of Kristyn.

I thought we were through with all of this!

WTF!

That story made me angry. What the hell, white people keeping the brown down.

Don't you hate it when you seem to crowded by people constantly and then when you actually want someone to talk to nobody seems to answer their phones.
My visit to the Great Northern Thunder Bay is over, I am sad. Even though it was fun and really adventurous. I don't think I wasted a single second without spending it with someone awesome.
Wow, its so nice to have summer here! I am going to start going for walks and enjoying the wonderful weather.
And in other news watermelon is amazing and I just got back from camping aswell. Well it was really camping camping, more like a bunch of us staying at a fancy lodge and bon fires! Which was still pretty fun just eating and drinking the entire long weekend!
And I might be in Thunder Bay this summer, depending if there is a reading week or not.





Also, I'm playing the lotto. Wish me luck!