electric eel.

I hate loosing sleep because of school.
I wish I were an octopus!

AAARRGHHhhh;)

Wow. Back in Thunder Bay, I don't mind the feeling!
In college yet again! I like my program!!! Its not super difficult; it's manageable.
Its super cold all the time.
I think I'm addicted to Starbucks. And Super Mario.
I find myself blogging when homework should be getting done!
Cortney left for Alberta, but will be back in 2 months, I know what its like to want a break from thiscity.
Halloween is upon us!

Here's to weekday drinking and getting my college on!

detour

Kimberly and Andrea have arrived! I was waiting for them all day and took care of many errands meanwhile. What a drive that must have been.
Today I am taking them to Lalibela for some authentic Ethiopian eats! It is sure to be good good yum. I'd prefer to dine at Nazerath, but its currently under renovations.
Hopefully they can help me clear out my fridge and eat my food.
I'm looking forward to go home. :)

for your own good.

If there's anything I believe in its a good phone conversation[plus gossip] and road trips will keep you sane.

Maybe you should remind her how popular we are.

I find it funny, when the remote control batteries die, you tend to watch alot less tv. Laziness? or limited access our ground-breaking television networks?
What could I possibly be missing out on. Although I would like to know who was crowned Paris's new BFF.
I feel smarter already.

brilliant logic.

It was pretty much a month since we spoke. And I am glad we finally did, after a few long voice-mails and text messages. One of the longest disputes I think in recent memory. Kuddos for speaking terms. I just hate the feeling that things will never be the same. When everything, I mean everything changes and you can't look at people in the same light as before. Its happened a number of time now. You learn to deal and accept it I guess.

I was hangin in the corner with my 5 best friends...

Wow, my bad for not blogging.

Exciting events in my life over the past few weeks include:
ThunderBay trip, which was very busy and fun-filled. I also went on a mini-vacation and took in a few days camping and fishing. It was lovely and we were on our own private island and beach. I got three fish and napped in sun all day. And I got a wicked tan.
I think my time at Sheridan is limited. I may be home in the fall, till about January. I need to do some thinking, serious thinking. Perhaps UofT for Fine Arts or Architecture degree?
But I want to help my mom out, because she has so much to do with the Thunder Bay Art Gallery and the upcoming show. So I could help her out at her gallery. She recently sent me a care-package with Pringles, Mr Noodle and little notes telling me how much she loves me and how proud she is. Aw thanks mommy. <3
I had lunch with Sarah Glad at Pearson International, she had a layover for a few hours before a flight to Philadelphia for a photo-shoot.

Thats it for now.
I really hope Kim and Dre can come drive down and grab me at the end of the summer! Hello roadtrip.

downhill

Do you know that its almost 7am and I haven't been to sleep yet. I'm not blaming drugs. I'm blaming homework. I think I just gave up trying to get a descent amount winks. I think if I stay up until a reasonable time to go to bed my cycle will resume.

The next few weeks are going to be crazy! And I want the new iphone so bad! Voice Command, its nuts!

I'll be waiting all day.

I swear my sleeping pattern is that of a vampire. Not one of the new trendy movie vampires. I think RobertPatterson isn't that attractive. I never got into the Twilight frenzy, I usually tend to avoid media sensationalized saga series, even Harry-whatshis name and Lord of the Rings. But I did see Titanic four times and cryed! I wouldn't lie about that.

Hmmm. Drama at home, not even drama. Just miscommunications and understandings I think. It seems everytime I leave home everyone drifts apart or some other bullshit reason. I feel like the glue in my social life in Thunder Bay.

My schooling is kind of up in the air right now. For financial reasons and academic. I won't get any money for and undisclosed time period. I may even have to get a part time job, or quit school. I doubt I could ever move back home. I could not stand it. Plus Ester is occupying my room. My mother is fond of taking in our troubled friends. I joked with her about being a half-way house.

I have a headache and tonnes of homework this weekend. No booze. Just some green from Diago Sanchez. What a name and a character.

Natashas coming here soon, I barely have any money. I love how I can always count on my mom. I don't know if its a good things or if its hindering me.

Pride, then Thunder Bay for 6 days. At least I'll get to see Joanne for 2 days.

that yes! yes! yes!

I finished a book! I never finish books. I am rather proud of myself. And the book was actually really good. I think it's safe to say I turned over a new leaf.

More books and more leaf turning. :)
I'm evolving as a person. I love it.

I witnessed a good acoustic performance this weekend as well as some fantastic Brazilian songs at Vita. I also dined at Ferro and enjoyed some unforgettable spaghetti!

I'm keeping my eyes peeled for Westjet seat sales.

My fullbleed order came in! Now I'm waiting on my Matt&Nat bag to get here already![thankskim!]

unda pressure

I think I am on academic probation and I am not off to a good start this semester! Ahhhh. I hope they don't give me the boot if I fuck up. Then what?

dateup!

Interesting weekend.
Met a random Craigslist person because we were desperate for some green. It wasn't sketchy at all. Thankfully, it turned out okay and the weed was good. And they needed the money, for a text book. Ironic.
Julie led me through her neighborhood and we sat on a bridge and smoked a few.

It makes me think of Edmonton and how much I miss it there.
I had a dream that the Terminator was after me because I had pictures of him in robot form.

Speaking of dreams, I've been having the most strange dreams in a long time, involving snakes, killer robots, terrorists, pizza, abandonment. Odd. I wonder what they all mean. I even had a dream of Kristyn.

I thought we were through with all of this!

WTF!

That story made me angry. What the hell, white people keeping the brown down.

Don't you hate it when you seem to crowded by people constantly and then when you actually want someone to talk to nobody seems to answer their phones.
My visit to the Great Northern Thunder Bay is over, I am sad. Even though it was fun and really adventurous. I don't think I wasted a single second without spending it with someone awesome.
Wow, its so nice to have summer here! I am going to start going for walks and enjoying the wonderful weather.
And in other news watermelon is amazing and I just got back from camping aswell. Well it was really camping camping, more like a bunch of us staying at a fancy lodge and bon fires! Which was still pretty fun just eating and drinking the entire long weekend!
And I might be in Thunder Bay this summer, depending if there is a reading week or not.





Also, I'm playing the lotto. Wish me luck!

so loud you wake the ghosts at rest.

I am rather thankful that I'm living in a place where I don't have to stare at snow for a major portion of my winter/spring change. I can see spring bloom before Thunder Bay even remembers what green grass looks like. And I have deer[which I've seen] and gooses [sp?] basically out of my window and even a little lake/pond. It's nice. Nothing like British Columbia, where Joanne is right now. I miss that crazy bitch. We had so many fun times.

Like this one time, we were really hung-over and had to take the bus home and Joanne got motion sickness and puked. And and she made me make coughing sounds to try and cover up her puking noises. Thankfully the bus driver didn't notice and we were the only ones on the bus. But I was laughing the entire time, not trying to vomit myself from the stench. And to top it all off, we were on the wrong bus for over an hour.

Right now I am:
1. Buried beneath mountain of homework and assignments.
2. Loving the band Terminal
3. Excited for a Thunder bay visit on the 24th for 2 weeks!
4. In love with drawing
5. Almost done first semester of school!

Laundry must be done.

xoxo.

iheartbeyonce.

Omg my first semester is basically over! Firemen are the best! ;)I hear that Thunder Bay is enjoying some snow. The weather down here is amazing. My wisdom teeth are getting pulled tomorrow. Hello heavy sedation. I hope I can get all my homework done this weekend. I'm almost out of weed! <3. ps. omg@antm.
Also loving Saosin/Brand New and drawing!

Follow the storm.

Bday updates, I want these bags.
1. Dolce & Gabbana

2.Matt & Nat
3.Matt & Nat - in grey
3.and in black

And I need a new pair of jeans!
Missing Danger Bay people like mad!

xoxo

wheres my walker?

It was my birthday a few days ago! I cant believe how old I am. I feel so much wiser already. Just a little bit. It was my first birthday away from my mom and best friends. But I survived and it was alot of fun. Gay dancing and hookahs at 4am! It was a 21st to remember.

You will live to tell.

My reading week is over and I'm back at school again. It was fun time in Thunder Bay, I actually got to spend time with people I enjoy be around. :)
I watched that Nick and Norah movie and I loved it. It just reminded me of nights of going to shows, causing ruckus and falling in love[maybe not]. It was a cute movie and one of my favorites. I love at the end of the movie where that drunken mess yells out "I love you New York!"
I want to live in new York. I think the city would be incredible. But terribly expensive. It would be my ultimate city to work and live in.
I haven't been feeling myself lately. I get like this sometimes, its odd, but it happens when the seasons change. Oh well. I cannot wait to spend down here!

xoxo.

ps. I`m almost 21. omg!

I love finding songs you've been looking for years. Even if it is a Celine Dion one.

I love Coco Rocha, shes Canadian and totally beautiful.

I am starting to re-evaluate my life choices right now. I am not sure why I am questioning my life track.
There is just so much to think about right now and sometimes all I want to do is sleep and smoke a joint.
And my birthday is coming up. Twenty-fucking-one.
I think I should build up some walls and just focus on getting through school, no matter how confusing it may be. It's going to be alright. And whats the worst that can happen?
I could flunk, fail and move back home. Square one right? But I know if that happened I'd have the taste of being semi-independent. I'd crave it more. Maybe going to school at home wasn't a bad idea. But I like it here. I wish I could take all the great things about Thunder Bay with me wherever I went along. Therefore I wouldn't be lonely ever, it's weird how someone can be lonely in cities filled with millions. I need some familiarity in my life, and this place is all too strange.
Fuck I have exams in 2 days, when the hell did that happen. I have to get studying.
I'm going to be positive that my gamble at school is going to be good, maybe not well done. But mediocre.

Fingers crossed.
xoxo

I am not sure how to shake this feeling.
I feel like whenever I move somewhere I am leaving unfinished business behind.
Even when I moved home from Edmonton, it was so abrupt. I just dropped everything and came home.
I hate thinking about the past and what you should have done/said. It can hold you back, leaving your mind racing with thoughts of the outcome. I guess some things are meant to be left alone.

Also, check out this riveting movie.
2:37

crap!

Lost my wallet in Tbay, how am I supposed to fly home?
I'm stranded for a while. I do not mind.
Its like I'm on vay-kay. :)

But really I need my wallet.
I am frustrated and content.
Thinking quite a bit. I can't wait till the warm weather shows up. Not sure if i'll be back march break, because this weekend cost me[and my mom] over like 400$.

I hope for my birthday!

xoxo.
I feel like this after the weekend.

I'm not sure if Perez posted this.

I'm in tbay for the long weekend!
No biggie if I didnt see people! It feels awesome to a place to called home, even if it Thunder Bay, Ontario. Proud, I dont know how people can party as well and much as tbay folk.
I am in the company of my good friends and more to come in the am, or pm. Whenever I wake up. Happy Friday the 13th and Valentines Day.
Anyways my tooth hurts. I think?
More notice next time I'm in town.

xoxo

POST SCRIPT

some goooood shit.

It is official. I am losing sleep to the Home&Garden channel. Those design and house hunting shows keep me up until 3am. Even re-runs! What the hell. But they are so good.

I was watching a documentary on weed with Lisa Ling, who is very pretty. It was very interesting! My quest to get prescribed medical marijuana begins!

I have been conducting experiments of marijuana for several years now...trying to determine the effects of its usage. But always seem to forget once consumed!

One of my findings that it causes for great photo opportunities, such as:

The Grammys would have been ten times more awesome if MIA had her baby on stage during her performance in front of 20 million people. Maybe not. And Lil' Wayne played the midwife! Hollering "Hot Wata!"



Holy moly, I want those bags. LV Metallic, gorgeous!


MMMMhmm. Did you hear RuPaul is having a drag-reality-show. I cannot wait to see the cat fights develop on that. Pitting drag QUEENs against one another, what more could you ask for?
Letting the hair-pulling, trash talking commence!

xoxo.

pros/cons

Three things annoying me atm:
1. Math
2. Not having a holder for my pens
3. Not being able to find a dealer

Three things making me happy atm:
1. Aquafina Plus
2. Coffee
3. And this picture!


xoxo

So what?

So Michael Phelps smoked some weed...I don't think that's the issue. How tall is he anyways. I swear hes like a giraffe. Have you ever seen a giraffe run, its like slow motion running.
Hit the bong Phelps only not when in training, or when asshole friends with cameras. Peace out Kelloggs endorsement.

At least it wasn't cocaine. Or heroin. On film.

Oh they scandals if I were an Olympic gold medalist.

xoxo

Narc!....olepsy

I think I may have discovered the cure for sleeplessness. Just think long and hard about a math problem. Soon your brain will become over worked and tired and you'll drift into a blissful slumber, only to dream about funky ass shit.
Speaking of dreams I had two weird ones.
Dream 1[I dreamt I was in Canadian Tire with Kim and we were searching for a broom or something and we ran into Steph, my old Tim Hortons boss and she had her big dog with her. And Steph has this unnoticeable mustache and I couldn't bring myself not to stare at it. So we stole a bunch of candles and walked out with our broom.]
Dream 2[I dreamt Dre went to my school and we were searching for my sweater and she was only at my school because she wanted to be near Tara and I was angry at her because of it.]
Dreams are odd, but when I dream I tend to remember details and some other times I cannot recall them at all.

George Foreman grills are awesome though, I'm sure everyone I've talked to knows how much I've been raving about them. They probably make the most prefect and fast grilled ham/cheese ever.

Ps. since when does Mr.T do infomercials? Badass cred down the drain? Flush.


"Just set it to cook and you're off the hook!" Or chain. A cheap tacky gold one.

Pitying you foos.

xoxo

it was shock!

I was high and this made me laugh.

you little rascal!

I woke up and I could hear my roommate watching The Little Rascals and it made me think of home and how Randy used to watch movies like that before he went to bed. But he would watch the same movie over and over again. I think he's seen Dumb and Dumber over 100 times. That's insane. Oh how I miss the days when our lives weren't complicated with work and such, and all we had to worry about was school.

I was surfing the internet and found this really amazing muralist, she is quite amazing.
Her name is Maya Hayuk. www.mayahayuk.com. I highly recommend supporting artists, even if you just buy a small piece. Art is an amazing part of human culture and most of the time is overlooked. A visual:


A barnstormer is the term that they use. That would be a sweet idea. I would totally commission her to paint my barn. My cows would be living in a trendy barn, all the other ones would be jealous.
Mooyaw!

xoxo

Bumba-clotting

Ahoy readers! (if any)

First blog post, since hardly anyone reads livejournal except for me. I am going to try and update as often as I can remember. What with moving away to school, my life is crazy busy.

I've been here for almost a solid month. I am not so much homesick, as much as missing my friends and my mom more than anything. When she dropped me off and whisked to the airport I almost l broke down. But luckily for me this is not the first time I've moved away from home. When I moved to Edmonton, I was 2 goddamn provinces away for crying out loud. I am adjusting.

And I have come to the conclusion that everyone has the same bag, either in different colors. But still, very unnecessary. I kind of want one. To feel like I fit in.

More to come! If i remember. I think I am going to commit to this one.

youknowyouloveme xoxo roybert