I am starting to re-evaluate my life choices right now. I am not sure why I am questioning my life track.
There is just so much to think about right now and sometimes all I want to do is sleep and smoke a joint.
And my birthday is coming up. Twenty-fucking-one.
I think I should build up some walls and just focus on getting through school, no matter how confusing it may be. It's going to be alright. And whats the worst that can happen?
I could flunk, fail and move back home. Square one right? But I know if that happened I'd have the taste of being semi-independent. I'd crave it more. Maybe going to school at home wasn't a bad idea. But I like it here. I wish I could take all the great things about Thunder Bay with me wherever I went along. Therefore I wouldn't be lonely ever, it's weird how someone can be lonely in cities filled with millions. I need some familiarity in my life, and this place is all too strange.
Fuck I have exams in 2 days, when the hell did that happen. I have to get studying.
I'm going to be positive that my gamble at school is going to be good, maybe not well done. But mediocre.

Fingers crossed.
xoxo