Follow the storm.

Bday updates, I want these bags.
1. Dolce & Gabbana

2.Matt & Nat
3.Matt & Nat - in grey
3.and in black

And I need a new pair of jeans!
Missing Danger Bay people like mad!

xoxo

wheres my walker?

It was my birthday a few days ago! I cant believe how old I am. I feel so much wiser already. Just a little bit. It was my first birthday away from my mom and best friends. But I survived and it was alot of fun. Gay dancing and hookahs at 4am! It was a 21st to remember.

You will live to tell.

My reading week is over and I'm back at school again. It was fun time in Thunder Bay, I actually got to spend time with people I enjoy be around. :)
I watched that Nick and Norah movie and I loved it. It just reminded me of nights of going to shows, causing ruckus and falling in love[maybe not]. It was a cute movie and one of my favorites. I love at the end of the movie where that drunken mess yells out "I love you New York!"
I want to live in new York. I think the city would be incredible. But terribly expensive. It would be my ultimate city to work and live in.
I haven't been feeling myself lately. I get like this sometimes, its odd, but it happens when the seasons change. Oh well. I cannot wait to spend down here!

xoxo.

ps. I`m almost 21. omg!

I love finding songs you've been looking for years. Even if it is a Celine Dion one.

I love Coco Rocha, shes Canadian and totally beautiful.

I am starting to re-evaluate my life choices right now. I am not sure why I am questioning my life track.
There is just so much to think about right now and sometimes all I want to do is sleep and smoke a joint.
And my birthday is coming up. Twenty-fucking-one.
I think I should build up some walls and just focus on getting through school, no matter how confusing it may be. It's going to be alright. And whats the worst that can happen?
I could flunk, fail and move back home. Square one right? But I know if that happened I'd have the taste of being semi-independent. I'd crave it more. Maybe going to school at home wasn't a bad idea. But I like it here. I wish I could take all the great things about Thunder Bay with me wherever I went along. Therefore I wouldn't be lonely ever, it's weird how someone can be lonely in cities filled with millions. I need some familiarity in my life, and this place is all too strange.
Fuck I have exams in 2 days, when the hell did that happen. I have to get studying.
I'm going to be positive that my gamble at school is going to be good, maybe not well done. But mediocre.

Fingers crossed.
xoxo

I am not sure how to shake this feeling.
I feel like whenever I move somewhere I am leaving unfinished business behind.
Even when I moved home from Edmonton, it was so abrupt. I just dropped everything and came home.
I hate thinking about the past and what you should have done/said. It can hold you back, leaving your mind racing with thoughts of the outcome. I guess some things are meant to be left alone.

Also, check out this riveting movie.
2:37

crap!

Lost my wallet in Tbay, how am I supposed to fly home?
I'm stranded for a while. I do not mind.
Its like I'm on vay-kay. :)

But really I need my wallet.
I am frustrated and content.
Thinking quite a bit. I can't wait till the warm weather shows up. Not sure if i'll be back march break, because this weekend cost me[and my mom] over like 400$.

I hope for my birthday!

xoxo.
I feel like this after the weekend.