so loud you wake the ghosts at rest.

I am rather thankful that I'm living in a place where I don't have to stare at snow for a major portion of my winter/spring change. I can see spring bloom before Thunder Bay even remembers what green grass looks like. And I have deer[which I've seen] and gooses [sp?] basically out of my window and even a little lake/pond. It's nice. Nothing like British Columbia, where Joanne is right now. I miss that crazy bitch. We had so many fun times.

Like this one time, we were really hung-over and had to take the bus home and Joanne got motion sickness and puked. And and she made me make coughing sounds to try and cover up her puking noises. Thankfully the bus driver didn't notice and we were the only ones on the bus. But I was laughing the entire time, not trying to vomit myself from the stench. And to top it all off, we were on the wrong bus for over an hour.

Right now I am:
1. Buried beneath mountain of homework and assignments.
2. Loving the band Terminal
3. Excited for a Thunder bay visit on the 24th for 2 weeks!
4. In love with drawing
5. Almost done first semester of school!

Laundry must be done.

xoxo.

iheartbeyonce.

Omg my first semester is basically over! Firemen are the best! ;)I hear that Thunder Bay is enjoying some snow. The weather down here is amazing. My wisdom teeth are getting pulled tomorrow. Hello heavy sedation. I hope I can get all my homework done this weekend. I'm almost out of weed! <3. ps. omg@antm.
Also loving Saosin/Brand New and drawing!

Follow the storm.

Bday updates, I want these bags.
1. Dolce & Gabbana

2.Matt & Nat
3.Matt & Nat - in grey
3.and in black

And I need a new pair of jeans!
Missing Danger Bay people like mad!

xoxo

wheres my walker?

It was my birthday a few days ago! I cant believe how old I am. I feel so much wiser already. Just a little bit. It was my first birthday away from my mom and best friends. But I survived and it was alot of fun. Gay dancing and hookahs at 4am! It was a 21st to remember.

You will live to tell.

My reading week is over and I'm back at school again. It was fun time in Thunder Bay, I actually got to spend time with people I enjoy be around. :)
I watched that Nick and Norah movie and I loved it. It just reminded me of nights of going to shows, causing ruckus and falling in love[maybe not]. It was a cute movie and one of my favorites. I love at the end of the movie where that drunken mess yells out "I love you New York!"
I want to live in new York. I think the city would be incredible. But terribly expensive. It would be my ultimate city to work and live in.
I haven't been feeling myself lately. I get like this sometimes, its odd, but it happens when the seasons change. Oh well. I cannot wait to spend down here!

xoxo.

ps. I`m almost 21. omg!

I love finding songs you've been looking for years. Even if it is a Celine Dion one.

I love Coco Rocha, shes Canadian and totally beautiful.

I am starting to re-evaluate my life choices right now. I am not sure why I am questioning my life track.
There is just so much to think about right now and sometimes all I want to do is sleep and smoke a joint.
And my birthday is coming up. Twenty-fucking-one.
I think I should build up some walls and just focus on getting through school, no matter how confusing it may be. It's going to be alright. And whats the worst that can happen?
I could flunk, fail and move back home. Square one right? But I know if that happened I'd have the taste of being semi-independent. I'd crave it more. Maybe going to school at home wasn't a bad idea. But I like it here. I wish I could take all the great things about Thunder Bay with me wherever I went along. Therefore I wouldn't be lonely ever, it's weird how someone can be lonely in cities filled with millions. I need some familiarity in my life, and this place is all too strange.
Fuck I have exams in 2 days, when the hell did that happen. I have to get studying.
I'm going to be positive that my gamble at school is going to be good, maybe not well done. But mediocre.

Fingers crossed.
xoxo